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So Mike came over last night again... I think we are soulmates or something. Or as he likes to say "kindred spirits". It's really weird, whenever he talks about stuff that happened to him and how he felt, it's like he's telling my life story from a slightly different perspective.

Anyway, I'm really upset with "typical girls". I don't like them because they make me, a not typical girl who isn't self-centered and who cares about other people's emotions, look bad. I wrote a little doodlie about it.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 10:22 AM 0 comments

This weekend was quite fun. Seeing Richard was great, learning I had SARS was also fun. Allison (my roommate) has West Nile. Our room should be fun! :D [Just kidding about those diseases, although we are both kinda sick]. I hung out with people and did fun stuff (like tailgating with the TKEs and Triangles, or watching movies with Steve, Jen, Joel, and Jeremy yesterday, and going to the mall with Allison, Rob, Mike, and Zack today), and not a lot of homework but I can always do it tomorrow in the library (I will actually be there after I eat dinner to write a speech on who-knows-what). Come visit me there! :D

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 11:52 PM 0 comments

I am sick. And I haven't gotten a lot of sleep lately (especially last night)... I hope I feel better when I see Richard tonight!

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 4:24 PM 0 comments

I've been listening to lots of blues music lately and thinking about my future (hmm, indicative of what...?) and... *sigh* I'm not looking forward to next semester. It will be fun because I'll be hanging out with crazy ECE's (Electrical and Computer Engineers) and one cute one (Zack!). It will be difficult at the same time, for certain reasons: basically a huge change will happen between then and now. It's already started but by next semester it will have come to pass completely. I'm trying not to let it freak me out RIGHT NOW but there are times when it's hard not to do it.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 10:33 AM 0 comments

Maybe I just expect too much hang-out time out of some people. Or maybe I've just become demanding.

I FREAKIN' HATE PASSTHISON.COM! I'm now using Netscape until I can efficiently find a way to get rid of the stupid homepage-changing PIECE OF JUNK. I might uninstall IE... or I might keep using Netscape. Not. I think uninstalling IE and reinstalling it should be good enough.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 10:21 AM 0 comments

FALL IS HERE! YAY! And you know what that means: Layout Updates! If you haven't seen my splash page (the page you see when you enter biancasimone.com), click here to open it in a new window. :) I also have new dolls for links. YaY! And then the minor changes that only I pay attention to. :)

And, I talked to a very nice boy today that I'd like to get to know a little better for over 2 hours. How fun! Anyone want to take a guess at who he is? ^_^ I only talk about him daily! So yea, Zack, Mike (maybe), Justin, Bryce (possibly) and I are having a calculus party tomorrow in my room (but we'll probably take over one of the study rooms if everyone comes). Getting calculus done early is fun and educational and beneficial!

Now that the fun stuff is out of the way, I have to be mean...

Word form the wise:

• Don't write stupid things on my message board on my door.
  
• Don't be a jackass (that one's directed at two people).
  
• Don't piss my roommate off; instead of having one girl mad at you you'll have two because if she complains enough to make me get mad then I am going to stop the cause of her problem to make mine go away.
  
• GROW UP

This list is directed toward a certain person that I graduated with that need to do all these things. HE needs to stop being dumb or he might not like the next couple weeks (or possibly even months) of college. As for the comment directed at two people, the second person needs to keep this in mind: people don't like you if you're a jackass. And putting people down doesn't win you more (young, impressionable) friends. It will only win people that don't want to be on your bad side, but that won't necessarily care about you too much if push comes to shove.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 2:30 AM 0 comments

Do you ever have those days were you just feel dumb? Or feel like crap? For me, that day is today. I don't know why... if you read my post from earlier today I seem pretty excited. Maybe it's because this is the first weekend in a month that I'm just sitting on my butt at 4 in the afternoon instead of being out doing something productive... or at least interesting.

I take that back... I do know why. It's really dumb and insignificant but... sometimes it's the little things.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 4:23 PM 0 comments

Yesterday was Rob's birthday and it was quite fun! I got to meet his parents--his mom works for TVA [Tennessee Valley Authority], which is the company I want to co-op for! After having a crazy cook-out with Allison, Patrick, Adam (Patrick's roommate), Michelle, Rob and his parents, and eating some pretty good food, the parents decided to go back home (they just got back from France a day ago) and the young people decided to go to a movie. By that time, Michael (Zack's best friend) had joined us in Patrick's room. I jokingly made a comment that I looked hot so Michael should call his hot friend (Zack) and tell him to come see me in my hotness. Well, I didn't think Michael was going to do it... but he did. He called Zack right then and there and told him that I think he's hot and that he should join us for the movie. Then Michael handed me the phone and I had to try to convince Zack to come with us. After I pressured him for a little, Michael asked for the phone back and finally convinced Zack to join us. (We watched Underworld and let me tell you--it was awesome.)

So... I don't know how to react to Zack. If you want to call it react. I know he doesn't think I'm a total freak, or else he wouldn't have come with us to the movie or let me sit by him during the movie (or make off-handed comments about crazy people during the movie). I suppose if I were an attractive person that wasn't really looking for a relationship and a sort-of crazy, comedic, cute person started hitting on me that I'd hang out with them and such but kind of be hesitant of investing time in a relationship. I just think it'd be fun to go out with him to dinner or to watch movies (*cough cough* anime *cough*) in someone's room. I'm not going to freak out about it or anything. I don't want to be direct (like I usually am with guys that I want to date). He is different somehow. I want him to get to know me before I start telling him how much I might want to be his girlfriend.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 3:35 AM 0 comments

I am SO going to be an RA next year. I'm going to talk to Shannen or David after I shower about picking up an application. I hate being ready to shower and then pausing to brush my teeth and someone ELSE gets in the shower. AGAHHHH! I cannot cope with sharing ONE bathroom with three other people. I'm just not good with sharing in general (one of the many things I missed out on by not going to kindergarten). I don't even share one bathroom with four people when I go home! We have two! If I become an RA, I just hope my friends and residents visit me often.

So I created my tentative schedule for next semester... I only have 13 hours. Boh-ring! I think I'm going to try to fit the advanced CAD class into my schedule too. :) That'll put me at 15. I might take a fun one- or two-hour PE class too. I don't know how I'm going to cope later on in college when the schedule says I only have to take 11 hours. ><

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 9:20 AM 0 comments

Today will be the awesomest weather ever. I love pre-autumn weather! I love autumn weather too!

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 9:14 AM 0 comments

Yay, my hair is cute (still)! I forgot about my crazy Anime bangs, but I still love my hair :D Dudley layered it crazily (as he tends to do) so I think it's not going to be layered any more.

It's almost fall and you know what that means: time for new dolls! (Dolls are my link button *points up*) I also need a new splash page button (splash page = what people see when they go to biancasimone.com and links them to my main page--blog, photos, whatever...); I was kind of thinking of using ... or maybe I'll just let you see for yourself on the first day of fall, September 22!

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 9:36 AM 0 comments

Today was the last day that my braids and I got to spend together. Yesterday, I craftfully 'borrowed' one of Love's nifty little hats and he said it made me look cute. So I borrowed it for the weekend (the terms are I can keep it for a while if I wash the hat--which reminds me, I need to get crackin' on the laundry).

I shared a special day with my braids today. I want to thank Andy for putting this special day into something tangible.

Look at this cuteness! ^_^
My home away from home. Isn't it cute?
"Andy, is it okay if I look at the traffic?" "Uhh... yea, whatever."
Making faces at Andy again

Ahh, what a fulfilling day. I skipped government (for the second Friday in a row) for this photographic paramount. I hope you all enjoy(ed) the pictures. :) ...Hopefully I can get ALL my pictures (or at least pictures of me) on a page for real soon.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 10:14 PM 0 comments

I feel like crap. I do not want to go to class tomorrow. I do not want to go to work tomorrow. I do not want to spend half of my evening teaching calculus to some crazy little old dude. I just want to sleep, all day.


Tomorrow will be difficult.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 11:39 PM 0 comments

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I never thought I was quite the 'center of attention'... I wish I was as hot as that girl though!

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 5:36 PM 0 comments

before I start: YO FEMINISTS! When I said "[females] are so the weaker gender" ...I meant it. I don't feel I'm weak as a female; I feel that I'm weak as a person, just so happens that being a girl doesn't always make me feel too great. There's very few individualistic girls (yes, I am part of the minority). Even some feminists can't function on their own. I mean, it's cool to be all girl-power and all, but hey be unique! [or gay ;)] Fight for your cause in your own way.

i love my new phone! i love my new bike! i love my new CD! i love Justin Timberlake!!!

My phone rocks, although it charges kinda goofy... Rob helped me figure out my new lock and lock my bike up securely next to my favorite partner in crime's bike (although I think he's mad at me right now)... I want to marry Justin Timberlake, his voice is incredibly gorgeous... and if I don't marry Justin, I want to marry Pharrell (from The Neptunes), he's a cute tenor with a gorgeous smile. :)

Thought of the day: I like boys with gorgeous voices.

Word of the day (besides precious): gorgeous ;)

Is it bad to aspire to get caught in the elevator (or laundry room or trash room... or even bathroom, hehe) kissing a cute boy? :D

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 7:11 PM 0 comments

a female's woes about feminine wiles

I hate being a girl because we are so the weaker gender; I hate not being on the winning team and apparently everything girl makes me feel like I'm losing. Here's how girly I'm becoming:

1. I wore a skirt all day. Intentionally. Without complaining.
2. I like boys. (Boys don't like me--I think it's because I'm not effiminate enough).
3. I squeal.
4. I drool over hot guys (NOT Brad Pitt, he's so freaking ugly).

My heart breaks every day; I cry on a regular basis. But enough about me.

So I FINALLY got my new phone! I also got Justin Timberlake's new CD, Justified. If I were to get married, I'd love to marry him! University of Louisville kicked University of Kentucky's ass... as I figured, hah! I hung out with Wes a lot today. I got some stupid, confusing, and otherwise disheartening emails today. All from boys (surprise, surprise).

Anyway, I hope I can get my bike today. I also have to do laundry and do some reading homework and possibly calculus (if I don't do anything I at least want to LOOK at stuff and make sure I know what's going on thus far).

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 1:17 AM 0 comments