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I'm not gone or anything. I'm sure no one worried about my absence of blogs because people see me frequently. Anyway, don't expect too many posts after Eball... finals are in a month and I really need to ace everything. Plus, I like StepMania and Castlevania too much. Blogging is on the back burner for a bit.

All I really have to say is my life is depressing right now. I'm unmotivated, sick, bored, constantly tired, stressed, and that's just the top 5...

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 11:34 PM 0 comments

I got my Eball dress... I got my Eball dress. *dance* Although I didn't get the green one like I wanted, I did get a nice blue one. At least it's not another black one; blah! But that's 2 black and 2 blue. Although the first blue one was like a black one with blue sequins... whatever. This one is blue with silver sequins on it. I'm getting my shoes tomorrow. I might model it for ya early, or I might just make ya wait until Eball (2 whole weeks, a pain I know... hah). :)

I didn't win the 3rd Castlevania game I was bidding on... it DID go for 41 dollars or so though. Man! I coulda afforded that too, but I'm patient. I have to beat the first one (which I have) before I can go on to the second one (which I'm trying to find) and then, finally, the third one (which I also have). Complications, I swear! At least I'll have SOMETHING entertaining to do besides reading when I'm bored now. :D

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 11:55 PM 0 comments

Yesterday was entertaining. I hung out with my friend from high school (Tony Perkins) all day. We played video games, more video games, talked about anime, played over 3 hours of DDR and Pump, and talked about anime more while trying not to fall asleep from tiredness of a 3+ hour DDR/Pump session (although we fell asleep anyway... at least I did).

I AM BORED! Come visit me. :) Or pretend like you really would visit me and leave me nice emails.

I won another Castlevania game for my GBA! Yay me! :) One more and I'll be as cool as who knows what.

I want to go back to Louisville. I'm way to bored for my own good. At least I can hang out by myself without having to fight with everyone that crosses my path there. *sigh*

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 9:33 PM 0 comments

NAESC was fun!!! :) I have pictures (soon to come, I swear) and some fun quotations for the weekend...

"Let me finish my bitch..." --Andy, finishing his drink, aka 'bitch'
"I think our watier is gay. I've never seen a gay Mexican. Look at him! He doesn't walk, he glides!" --Andy
"No, Stivers, I'M the drunk one!" -- Marshall
"Brian, do you have any more room in your box for this?" --Stephanie Sharp
"Which Stephanie/Matt are you?" -- Everyone at conference trying to differentiate between our Stephanies and Matts
"Hey, Louisville!" -- All the UK people to Stivers, since he always wore his U of L hoodies
"Soy Rick James, putas!" -- Simone... and later on Andy :)

I need a dog or boyfriend. I told my mom this and she said, "Get a dog. They're less hassle." So, I'm currently scheming how to get a dog, boyfriend, or boyfriend with dog. Hmm... but not a boyfriend that treats me like a dog. Mom would beat him up, and then Dad would just look at him with that crazy, angered look and the evil boyfriend would fall over. haha. As far as boys that my parents have met, I'm 3 for 3, so I think I have good judgement anyway.

OH MY GOODNESS I AM BORED! Sometimes I hate spring break like that. To alleviate boredom, I've rediscovered my passion for console video games. I'm in the process of beating XIII and Fairly Oddparents: Nightmare in Dreamland, and I'm in the process of buying the Castlevania trilogy for Game Boy Advance. How cool am I? :) I won Aria of Sorrow last night on eBay, FINALLY! :) Hopefully I'll have just as good luck with the first 2 games (Circle of the Moon and Harmony of Dissonance). Also, I'm trying to get some of my friends from UK and U of L to chill with me, since both schools are on Spring Break right now. I'm working on the aquiring a car thing too... I really hope I could get one before Eball, but now I'm shooting for Brian's birthday (which is 3 weeks later). We shall see!

I gotta get my Eball dress this weekend, which will be green. Knowing the color beforehand will make it harder to find, but I will find it anyway! After talking to my fashion consultant, I've determined the color of my accessories (NOT green, finding matching greens is hard anyway). I've decided not to discolse the color of them, lest someone steal one of my infamously crazy ideas. ;-) Hey, at least I have a date! [Thanks, Tony H!] He won't care what my dress looks like. I hope...!

And, last but not least, I'm considering updating the layout of my site too. If anything develops, I'll let my faithful readers know... :)

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 9:07 PM 0 comments

If the black folks didn't already think I was "uncle tomming"...
i'm friggin abe lincoln... end of life at an early age is inevitable! :D

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 3:44 AM 0 comments

I had to refresh blogger 5 times before I could get a fully functional page. What the hell! Anyway, on to my life story.

I feel lonely. I don't know if I want to escape the lonliness quite yet. It feels like everyone is paired or grouped off, whether it's romantically or not. Somehow, I think when I'm actively looking for someone to be in a romantic relationship, people sense this aura of not really wanting to be in a relationship. I don't know how it happens, but it does. I feel so lonely that I can't go to bed at night. It's like... I don't have anyone anxiously waiting for me in the morning, so why go to sleep? *shrug* Sometimes, I don't really think I'm looking. I don't need to be with someone, that part of myself that creates happiness is with someone else right now. I'm just here to make sure everyone else is doing well. And if someone is not doing well, I am the epitome of the shoulder to cry on. I've got listening down so well that I don't really know what to say totally unprompted when someone asks about my life.

I need a new layout, but I don't know what I want it to be yet. Even if I did, I don't have enough time to change it quite yet. Though, if anyone has suggestions, feel free to suggest them to me.

Words of Wisdom for the day
You cannot carry the weight of the world on your shoulders. If you are, you have to let something go. You cannot hold on to your own troubles and everyone else's at the same time; eventually, you will break from being trampled on by people who take you for granted or from carrying too much and not letting enough go. Yes, it is about the hard work. But go have fun for a little while. Even if it is only for 30 minutes. Turn on your favorite song and sing and dance. Watch your favorite movie. Call a friend you've not talked to recently. Take a walk. Read a book. Do not try to be superhuman. People will begin to think you are less-than-human.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 11:54 PM 0 comments

First things first... :)

What Drink Are You?

Second... boys are silly. Girls are retarded.

Third... I am stressed. And exhausted. Please be nice to me, a little. And if you don't feel like being nice to me, leave me the hell alone for a couple hours; if that doesn't work, try about 2-3 weeks.

Yesterday I went to Andy and JP's housewarming party. It was quite fun, although I'm worried about my friend James. I'm putting his ex-girlfriend near the top of my "stupid girls that are getting clocked in the face the next time I see them" list. Unless he stops me. He and about 5 other people. Anyway, today I tried to do some Logic design homework... it didn't work. Jonathan Klapperich and Tony had a birthday celebration at Jillian's Hibachi Grill. It rocked. That's about all I have today.

Sunday = day of doing a shitload of homework!!! :)

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 11:56 PM 0 comments

Good job, McDonalds. Everyone should start downsizing. I think overweight people are overweight because they're under the belief that they have to keep eating until they're full (and I'm not talking 5 pounds overweight, I'm talking like 25 pounds). I know I have to battle with it every day...

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 3:41 PM 0 comments