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Anyone wanna help me move? I'm not going anywhere except around my room. It's just that my desk is freaking heavy! I could almost do the bed by myself...

My advisor (Jeanie) is so precious. She rocks, also! I'm so glad she helped me sort out my scheduling troubles! In the two weeks that I've been talking with her, we've discussed everything from allergies to math classes to yoga, and just about everything in between! She is precious. :)

I wonder if John Stevens cried last night, or rejoyced in the fact that his long, harrowing, defaming journey is now over. (For those of y'all that don't watch TV, I'm talking about American Idol.)

And the next time that someone asks me if I'm in a bad mood, I'm going to let them really have it. I'm not in a bad mood, just not in a great one because my head is all stuffed up and I have to blow my nose forEVER in the morning so that I don't sound stupid. That and the fact that the neurologist told me that I need to be assessed for diabetes and hypertension (a NEUROLOGIST! sheesh!), and that I'm going to get a sleep disorder analysis done too. I'm going to become good friends with the doctor over the summer, I'm sure.

Boys are confusing.

Those are my random thoughts of the week. Hope everyone does well on their finals! When it's not sometime past my bedtime, I might tell you some stories about my classes. And post some Eball pictures (before Sheryll kills me...). And talk about how I'd love to play some Castlevania. w00t. :)

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 1:43 AM 0 comments

i wish i could see the rain falling down your face every day
drops of inspiration from God playing beautiful games with your eyes.
could it be that you are the answer to my prayers?
in all your calmness, quiet smiles passed to and fro,
i wonder if you ask Him for me at night too.
i ask "if i tell you a secret, will you tell anyone?"
you want to know what my secret is without answering my question
my shaky laugh should have been an indication of who the secret is
because if you think about it, it's not a secret, but more of a secret desire
but if everyone already knows about it, is it really a secret?
i suppose it's only a secret to you; not the world.
if i am yugo and you are gally, you are my secret dream.
if i am gally and you are yugo, we are each other's.
is it any secret that i dream of you every night?
every heartbreaking smile, every lawbreaking blink of your eyes,
every mindboggling everything that you do.
i think, i hope, you realize there's no secret.
i want to be yours, and i want you to be mine.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 2:32 AM 0 comments

(in response to Andy's post about James)

life makes me want to cry. especially when you talk to me about the oh-so-touchy subject of greek life. {rant} it really sucks that a handfull, or less, of people get to decide how much they like the way you dress or the way you talk or the way you act while the other 45 people love your comedic personality. And you know what I'd like to say to about half of the greeks? FUCK YOU ALL. I swear, I never, EVER, though that greek life would be like HIGH SCHOOL CLIQUES. Get over yourfuckingselves, oh kings-and-queens (oh wait, assholes-and-bitches) who think that they run everything with their cute little ideals that don't mean shit in the real world. I've learned not to have respect for a group of people because some tiny subgroup will always fuck things up for the general image of the entire group. So, in closing, FUCK ALL Y'ALL. [To the people who don't play games, don't put on faces, and are realistic, thank you... keep up your job of trying to show everyone that these few people fucking up life for everyone need to be kicked in the fucking face.] {/rant}

PS - Thanks for listening.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 1:01 AM 0 comments

I don't have time for anything. Not even sleep. This is why I'm failing a class.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 7:37 AM 0 comments

Well guys, I'm going to be in Minnesota until Sunday so... I'll see ya then. On another note, go to this site. It's hilarious. And somehow, I could see Justin Watson doing this too... LOL

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 2:41 AM 0 comments

formal afuckingpology

I'm sorry to all the people whose toes I have stepped on recently (like Tony and Derek), and whose toes I will undoubtedly step on in the near future. Firstly, I hate spring and everything associated with it and secondly, right now I have a lot of things going on. So, if my first priorty isn't your feelings, but mine (or the feelings of someone to whom I am related), I truly do apologize. But I've said sorry way too many times, so this is the last one. I am not to be held 100% liable for actions between now and summer semester. If you don't like it, hasta luego*... your ship's sailing off. Write me a nice letter sometime. If you can handle it, just tell me to stop freaking out when I get out of line. The worst I could do is actually listen to you (not like anyone listens to me). I swear, I still care about you; I'm just too pissed off at life to realize it right now.

* = Spanish for "until later"

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 8:34 PM 0 comments

Well, I'm glad everyone else had a good time at Eball. I got all cute for, ummmm, nothing. Of course, when I'm trying to feel happy despite what's going on in my life (family stuff...) it doesn't work out. Tony decided to hang out with Anastasia the entire night, and her date Koha (sorry if I spelled it wrong) had fun dancing with lots of people. I had fun but... I would have liked to have fun with my actual date. Instead he talked to Koha during dinner for the entire time and then danced with Anastasia the rest of the night. Maybe next year I'll have a boyfriend... or I'll just go by myself. Can't go wrong there. I'm not gay (Bryce) and I won't dance with someone other than me (Tony) if I bring myself as a date. Third time's a charm I suppose.

Anyway, I took some fun pictures so hopefully those will go up soon. After I get the NAESC pics up. I'll do it, I'll do it. :) But not tomorrow, I have to learn 3 or 4 chapters of logic design. Ugh.

Don't forget to set your clocks forward an hour!!! :D

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 12:10 AM 0 comments